Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Better I guess..
Feeling a little better now. No idea how something so small could get me to be so moody yest. Perhaps its stress plus insufficient rest. I need sleep.
Justified.
today just justified my previous post about neglecting my friends, like everything i say is wrong. The intention is in my mind, but it just comes out wrong. What in the world is wrong with me? Yea go ahead and take a shot at me now. Don't worry, I probably have no strength or mood to defend.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Unfair Treatment
Been neglecting lots of things in life recently, and I think this really sucks. Been neglecting this blog for example, as my internet is a little crazy now, and sometimes when I'm in the midst of blogging, the window closes. How much better can things get? Really can't wait till I get my laptop. -sighs-
Also, sad to say, have kinda been neglecting my friends. You may say this is an excuse, but work is really taking up my whole schedule now. Have no life mans. While everyone is out there enjoying themselves in the evening after work, I'm still stuck in the office till about 9pm, and its probably 11pm when I finally get home. But I do admit that I haven't been putting in much effort to catch up with my friends especially Eunice, Stefan, Lynn and so many many more. Am glad I managed to see some of them today at amplify. But yea, there is still a whole lot more whom I have not spoken to in a long while..
Been doing some thinking recently, and it kinda bothers me how I've been living my life. Looking back, there always seems to be some occasion which could have turn out better if I had put in more effort, or there would be regret for not making certain decisions which could well change the future. I know regretting ain't worth it, so I guess I have to work harder on the future. Need to spend more time with my family, friends, God, and myself.
Lord, probably even before I say anything, you'd already know what's going through my mind, but still I pray that you fill me with your strength and courage. Lord, help me to perservere in these trying times and to just keep on moving forward, and not dwell on regret and the past. Lord, please help me to be more confident in the decisions I make, to have full faith in you and in myself. All these I pray in your most holy name O Lord.
Well, pardon the huge chunk of text. This is what happens when you neglect blogging for too long. It becomes close to extinct, or rather as bx puts it, "Blog be dead?" yup. well I have to work harder if I want this to work out. And I pray for my sis Eunice, that she will get well soon, and take good care of her health.
God Bless to one and all! Cheers!
Also, sad to say, have kinda been neglecting my friends. You may say this is an excuse, but work is really taking up my whole schedule now. Have no life mans. While everyone is out there enjoying themselves in the evening after work, I'm still stuck in the office till about 9pm, and its probably 11pm when I finally get home. But I do admit that I haven't been putting in much effort to catch up with my friends especially Eunice, Stefan, Lynn and so many many more. Am glad I managed to see some of them today at amplify. But yea, there is still a whole lot more whom I have not spoken to in a long while..
Been doing some thinking recently, and it kinda bothers me how I've been living my life. Looking back, there always seems to be some occasion which could have turn out better if I had put in more effort, or there would be regret for not making certain decisions which could well change the future. I know regretting ain't worth it, so I guess I have to work harder on the future. Need to spend more time with my family, friends, God, and myself.
Lord, probably even before I say anything, you'd already know what's going through my mind, but still I pray that you fill me with your strength and courage. Lord, help me to perservere in these trying times and to just keep on moving forward, and not dwell on regret and the past. Lord, please help me to be more confident in the decisions I make, to have full faith in you and in myself. All these I pray in your most holy name O Lord.
Well, pardon the huge chunk of text. This is what happens when you neglect blogging for too long. It becomes close to extinct, or rather as bx puts it, "Blog be dead?" yup. well I have to work harder if I want this to work out. And I pray for my sis Eunice, that she will get well soon, and take good care of her health.
God Bless to one and all! Cheers!
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
My Apologies
heys pple. so sorry for not updating for so long. its prob been abt a mth alr. been busy with work, yup found a job that pays quite well. the work hours are good, the pay is good, the location was good too. what more could i ask for? till it moved to bt batok. for those who know where i stay, i think u get the picture. anyhows, my com has been down for a few days, so its kinda nice to see it working again for me now.. hopefully for some more time to go, as i really got loads of data inside. yupp..
haha.. anw Amplify has been great. met Josie the other day after work for dinner and we like jus sat and talk to catch up. lol. we both lost track of time and jus talked till abt 11pm. felt real good to talk to her again =) oh yea, tks for the treat josie=) hahaha.. bx came back for Amplify after his bmt.. haha so tanned now. hair nt much diff cox it was abt just as short before he went in.. haha! Oh! and Leo and Cass are like getting married, and its real cool. Really happy for the both of them. yup and the proposal was real sweet too.. haha.
that brings to mind valentines day. lol. when all the prices go up for dinings and most entertainment, in addition to having to squeeze with everyone else on the road or bus or train.. sighs.. hahhaa.. well, i guess its been quite commercialised alr. to me, any day can be valentines day as long as you are with your loved one. yup. but of course the once in a while surprise is really sweet! haha.
hmm so regarding my job, my colleagues and bosses are real nice, like yest my bosses just brought us out for lunch and all, quite fun.. oh and i think im going Shanghai on a business trip in mar. everything is paid for.. so cool.. haha. well after cny its gonna 2 hours travel each to and fro, so 4 hrs in total. so much for time well spent.. lol.
met eunice, evan, alvin and suria(alvin's & evan's friend) last night for the movie '27 dresses'. it was quite nice, good comedy and there are some really funny parts. haha. but overall the story is quite sweet. haha. den we were catching the trailers and i think we may watch 'definitely, maybe' and 'mama mia!'. haha but as a grp again? that i'm not so sure. haha. we'll see how when the time comes. oh yea. and we had thai express for dinner, or rather Eunice had her seafood tom yam with glass noodles, evan had his chendol and we shared the red rubies desert. the tom yam soup was so delicious i tell u. a little spicy but shiok! haha. the chendol and red ruby was yummilicious too. pity i can't cook most stuff for nuts.haha. mans i need to either learn how to cook good food, or find a guy who can cook superb food, haha. at least either way, i can get to eat yummy food. haha. but i guess it may prob be easier to learn how to cook. haha. not many guys i know around me can cook well, with the exception of Evan i guess. the food he's cooked so far for Eden is quite yummy, hahaha. oh wells. anw moving on....it felt gd to hang out with my sis(eunice) again. been a while since i went out with her and all. haha. i miss bro(stefan) too. haven't seen him for quite a while alr. wonder how he is. prob will try to meet up with the two of them together soon. haha. try to squeeze a time out of all our busy schedules. miss stefanie and antonia too. nv see them for sooo long, plus they stay in the west so hardly can meet up, but prob now that my office has moved, maybe there will be increased probability.
talking abt pple i've nv met for a while, i do miss going to softball. supp to resume earlier, but i've been busy with my cousin's wedding and all, but after cny i can go back to join them again! whee! hahaha. probably have to practise and all again before i can play the basics again, especially my catching and batting, which is pretty much EVERYTHING! hahah. oh mans. need to start training soon.
wells, i've gotta go for now. need to help my mum with the preparations for tonight's reunion dinner, so a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all you folks out there! enjoy yourselves and i'll see u all real soon!
haha.. anw Amplify has been great. met Josie the other day after work for dinner and we like jus sat and talk to catch up. lol. we both lost track of time and jus talked till abt 11pm. felt real good to talk to her again =) oh yea, tks for the treat josie=) hahaha.. bx came back for Amplify after his bmt.. haha so tanned now. hair nt much diff cox it was abt just as short before he went in.. haha! Oh! and Leo and Cass are like getting married, and its real cool. Really happy for the both of them. yup and the proposal was real sweet too.. haha.
that brings to mind valentines day. lol. when all the prices go up for dinings and most entertainment, in addition to having to squeeze with everyone else on the road or bus or train.. sighs.. hahhaa.. well, i guess its been quite commercialised alr. to me, any day can be valentines day as long as you are with your loved one. yup. but of course the once in a while surprise is really sweet! haha.
hmm so regarding my job, my colleagues and bosses are real nice, like yest my bosses just brought us out for lunch and all, quite fun.. oh and i think im going Shanghai on a business trip in mar. everything is paid for.. so cool.. haha. well after cny its gonna 2 hours travel each to and fro, so 4 hrs in total. so much for time well spent.. lol.
met eunice, evan, alvin and suria(alvin's & evan's friend) last night for the movie '27 dresses'. it was quite nice, good comedy and there are some really funny parts. haha. but overall the story is quite sweet. haha. den we were catching the trailers and i think we may watch 'definitely, maybe' and 'mama mia!'. haha but as a grp again? that i'm not so sure. haha. we'll see how when the time comes. oh yea. and we had thai express for dinner, or rather Eunice had her seafood tom yam with glass noodles, evan had his chendol and we shared the red rubies desert. the tom yam soup was so delicious i tell u. a little spicy but shiok! haha. the chendol and red ruby was yummilicious too. pity i can't cook most stuff for nuts.haha. mans i need to either learn how to cook good food, or find a guy who can cook superb food, haha. at least either way, i can get to eat yummy food. haha. but i guess it may prob be easier to learn how to cook. haha. not many guys i know around me can cook well, with the exception of Evan i guess. the food he's cooked so far for Eden is quite yummy, hahaha. oh wells. anw moving on....it felt gd to hang out with my sis(eunice) again. been a while since i went out with her and all. haha. i miss bro(stefan) too. haven't seen him for quite a while alr. wonder how he is. prob will try to meet up with the two of them together soon. haha. try to squeeze a time out of all our busy schedules. miss stefanie and antonia too. nv see them for sooo long, plus they stay in the west so hardly can meet up, but prob now that my office has moved, maybe there will be increased probability.
talking abt pple i've nv met for a while, i do miss going to softball. supp to resume earlier, but i've been busy with my cousin's wedding and all, but after cny i can go back to join them again! whee! hahaha. probably have to practise and all again before i can play the basics again, especially my catching and batting, which is pretty much EVERYTHING! hahah. oh mans. need to start training soon.
wells, i've gotta go for now. need to help my mum with the preparations for tonight's reunion dinner, so a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all you folks out there! enjoy yourselves and i'll see u all real soon!
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